Sunday, September 21, 2008
actually im not in the mood to bloggg, quite sleepy& emo actually. infact everyday i feel this way:S i kind of forget what did i do for the past few days, but it was quite packed except for thurs. it was supposed to be a slightly more relaxinggg dayy to me but i had to go lost somethinggg so important. it wasnt the first timeeee. thanks for those who offered to help me. feeeel so pissed with myselfff, i swear i kept it in myy bag. enoughhh said.
Anyway, Happppy Birthday to Jon, Ace & Shaun! :D:D:D
to Jon (if you got come my blog): reallllly shameeee on youuu bring your pink bolster everywher. even celebrate you also want to bring it out. eeeeeeee. Happy 21st!
to Ace: aceeee better dont pon school alrdy hor i tell you. hahah Happy 19th!
to Shaun: really sry, didnt attend your birthday celebration. hope you enjoy yourselfff yeaa. Happy 18th hao peng you!
Now to the negative side ):
Grandaunt is in the hospital now, not looking good. was told her operation was successful. and if everything is okay she can be discharged in two days time. but what happen now! why did she went back into coma huh. wasnt the operation successful? visited her yesterday, she have tubes all over her. her face looks abit swollen. she was in ICU. the first thing i think was that it looks so similar to Granny's. i called out for her. i kept on calling, she didnt respond. Grandaunt please please please stay stronggg. i dont want you to go. doc said something bad& nope i dont give a shit of what he say. Grandaunt will be strong, she is a nice old lady. i used to sit on her laps and she will rock me like a rocking chair. she always put on a smile. pleaseeeee. doc said that you are getting weaker, prove him wronggg!!!! im so worried for you, i dont want a second time. pleasepleasepleaseplease.
and sorry dad i lost my temper to you. i didnt know it reminds you of granny. i didnt understand how you feel. im so sorry .
