recently i kept thinking back abt the previous days.one thing.i realise eating can be so much fun. like today, i ate porridge and i don feel full at all.went down to buy big pack of chips and drinks. but i still wasnt full.and i buy one tub ofmash potato.and drank a cup of milo.i kept gorging with food.i think i went bonkers le.if one day u see mi overweight, never be surprised. its only a matter of when.
dunno why i keep feeling life is so dull. i din feel lik watching tv.which is lik not me at all, cause i love watching tv the most.u can say i spent till abt 70% watching tv non stop. haha. i din feel lik reading books which is lik kinda weird for mi.i din feel lik listening to music. and i wasnt really in the mood to go out, even though i feel lik it. till i actually went out, i still feel so bored. i kept sleeping throughout the day. and shut myself up in the room, under the blankets and huggin my pillows. i don feel good. i kept tellin myself to lik start a new day, till today, i still cant. i felt i m a very boring person.WAD THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MI?
but after an afternoon nap today, i woke up and i suddenly reflect, on myself and other stuffs. i hate the way i m behaving now. i felt sooo stupid but sometimes i jus cant stand it. i decided to be a more better person. also, i was watching this show and its lik so poor thing tat i almost cried. i realise tat i m sort of much better off them some people. though i still feel tat life is alittle much dull, i felt more refreshed and happier after much thoughts. i am going to TRY LOOKIN at the bright side in everything, but not for results definately. LIFE IS TOO SHORT. tat is wad i have learn. and of course, back to my tv, books, music. but i would still go back to eating and sleeping. haha. =)
wad a long entry i ever wrote since this month. how nice. :D
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The name spells Emily.
very random person.
orange and black are her favourites.
tonnes of laughing gas.
makan& lepak sessions are a must.
very deep sleeper heh
forever losing things
